Dear Daddy God,

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[James Morrison]
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again but you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you it’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh
The truth hurts and a lie’s worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

[Nelly Furtado]

Oh
What are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

[Both]
Running back through the fire when there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh
The truth hurts and a lie’s worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire when there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when we both know it’s too late

[Nelly Furtado]
Too late

Oh
Yeah
Yeah
I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

I thought I was stronger than this.

Come on faith, don’t die on me.

I don’t how much longer I can go on saying ‘I’m fine. Always will be’.

Happiest Moment of my whole Saturday (:

This little boy shook my hand! I don’t how he cheered me up, but he did, very much! 😀

I don’t know how to take this feeling away. I just need to cry.

Holidays are here! Finally! Freedom! (: For awhile that is!

Well, firstly! I really got to thank God for being with me during this time of my exams! It’s like so amazing that I can still be awake and thinking with just 2 hours of sleep! And my Socio paper was doable, Psych.. I’ll probably flunk it, but I’m still contented. Thank God, for the wonderful friends I have too! Giving me so much encouragement, the prayers and also listening to my endless ranting about the same thing! (:

SO YES, it’s all OVERRRRRRRRRR! (:

Wednesday

So, after psychology paper some of them were too dead to be able to go out and celebrate! BUT I HAD TO REWARD MYSELF!!!! So it was just me, bimbo and emem! (: We totally pigged out okay! Eat lunch, den eat potato chips and eat pop corn! Yea, we were too tired to play so we just sat at Cathay to wait for the movie to start! I wanted to watch proposal! ): But both of them wanted to watch ‘Where got ghost?’, so I went with that in the end!

The movie was alright? Emily was so stone during the movie! She wasn’t even scared cannn! Only me & bimbo down there screaming and covering our face with out jackets. Other people in the cinema probably thought we were insane or something! So paiseh!

Thursday

Met at Marina Square to have steamboat/bbq buffet! Awesome! So nice! (: Yuki Yaki! The girls took more food then the guys okay! How retarded is that! But we had lots of fun! (:

Oh! And omgggg. Sean classic. He dropped his stylus pen into the soupppp! LOL.

D.I.Y Ice Cream! ^^

So then we proceeded to Kbox! It was so damn fun! OH btw, we camwhoared ALOT. Most of the pics are up on facebook! Videos will be too! Soon enough! So yes! The rest of the time in Kbox was spent jumping around and singing at the top of our voices! 😀

Love you all! I had a blast!!! ❤

Friday

Went to Nat’s house because cell was free & easy. We had pizza hut!
And then we played guitar hero! Omg I tell you I suck at it big time! Gahhhhh. I only can sing, I can’t play the guitar or the drums for coconuts! LOL.

Hagen Daz Ice Cream (:

Ben & Ben. Hehe.

I used to be able to fit in this horse when I was youngerrrrrrrr! (:

Job posing for the camera! LOL!

Okay luh! NO, we were just disturbing him as he was playing guitar hero! And he can’t do anythingggg! Hehe.

Cell Peektures! (:

So yes! (: The beginning of my holidays!

Isabel is going to bangkok tmr! (: Exciitteddd!!!! BUT I am gong gong and did not want to miss church and so I decided to go on a weekday but everyone says that the best shopping is at the freaking weekend market! ): Sad. Oh well! I can go again in Dec! (:

So what am I going to do this week:

Mon-Wed -> Bangkok!
Thurs -> Cinderella on Ice with Georgina!
Friday -> Cell
Sat-Sun -> Cut hair with Delphi, Adel and Bimbo & Go shoe shopping with Pris & Jw, Pool w Guys after.

Well, hopefully my plan doesn’t get changed! Probably be baking every single night after I return!

OH I forgot to mention! Daddy God is awesome! (: So far the orders for honey joys and cupcakes are not bad! Ty Georgina! (: And even josh order like 20 cupcakes for christmas! But he’s paying in advance. So like Da ge is helping me too! Isn’t that so great! A small idea can do wonders for Timor! Definitely having His favour with me! I am elated! WHEE!

Anyway, I am selling cupcakes and honey joys as a fund raising for the Timor children! (: 3 cupcakes for $5 and one box of honey joy for $5 too! Sooooo, if you want to help, approach me to order okay! A little can go a long way! (:

I have so much other rubbish to type about but I’m too lazy and I need to go pack! Oh my my my! So till I’m back then!

Isabel love you!

Goodnight!

Sanctify me
Clean out my closet
Take away anything
That is not pleasing to You

Purify me
Destroy all my anger
Wash away everything
That is not pleasing to You

CHORUS
I will be white as snow
I will be pure as gold
Jesus my heart must know
I’m pleasing to You

I give my life my all
Taking the cross I will follow
Jesus my heart must know
I’m pleasing to You

Sanctify me
You are the light to guide me
To the place where I am
Only pleasing to You

Oh come and Purify me Lord
I need your light inside me
So the darkness flees
And I can be pleasing to You

Dear Daddy God, this is my prayer. Amen.

I love this rendition of Hosanna. (:
This song never fails to soften my heart <3.

My favourite song ever since I heard it on one of the youth days.

I see a new revival,
stirring as we pray and seek,
we’re on our knees,
we’re on our knees.

Note to self:  Don’t let fear bind you. Isabel, soften your heart and love like Jesus loves.

Goodnight world.

Daddy God, I’m holding on. Please, guide my heart. Amen.

Maybe you think that I’m just being unreasonable.
The things that I say and the way I am may make you think that I don’t care, that I’m just so absorbed in being happy and cheerful and whatever.
Maybe if you listened and you paid attention to everything I’ve been TRYING so hard to put across to you.
Then maybe, you’ll look deeper into what I’m trying to say with my heart.
I’ve had enough of the superficiality, enough of the nonsense of the world and the happiness that doesn’t last.
So maybe, if you realise who I love the most, what I believe in, which values I stand for then maybe, just maybe,
You’ll stop judging me.

No, I’m not being emo nor am I in love or whatever nonsense. I’m just expressing the thoughts in my head. Hopefully there’s no wrong in that.

Goodnight World! (:

One of the fridays when I didn’t have cell! Went out with Georgina! I know you love me! Love you too!

We wanted to watch a movie! But somehow the timings were wrong and everything! We chit chatted, walked around, collected my lappie. Then we ended up going to Emax to watch Wild Child since I haven’t watched it! I kept laughing okay! So funny the show! The room was super cold though. I kept shifting towards Georgina to seek for body warmth! But she was just as cold as me! Tsk! Hehe! It was fun! (:

Peeekktuureess! (:

I know you love me Georgina! Love you toos! ❤

Thank you for your laptop!! (: You better keep it well! * Stares*

MUACKS!

Isabel loves you!

Goodnight World! (: